Dear naked child

( picture is not work of poet and was found on goggle)
I’m sorry I never got to hold you
Sad I never got to see you
Mad you never knew, what it feels like to have the arms of your mother's love wrapped around your tiny body
I wish I had a piece of you to take with me
Every day I look at my reflection in the mirror, I can’t help but wonder
Would you have my smile, eyes or heart?

Dear naked child
I had so many dreams for us
So many memories that now linger in the air never to be shared
And Christmas gifts that will never be opened
Now all I have is this deafening silent thoughts
Wrapped in cold “maybe Lullaby’s “ wishing maybe if I could have wished harder
I look up at the sky and hope for hopes,
Hope that you can see me ,that you will know my voice and smile
And that you’re the rainbow after a rainy day
I pray that with every rain drop, falls a word from this never ending letter of love from a mother never to be.

I'm sorry ,I'm sad ,I'm mad and I wish I could have been stronger
Or just held on a little longer
Dear naked child I LOVE YOU
Mommy loves you