Tears never cried

Screams of horrors in a night mare she lives
She would give anything just to feel his lips
Against hers, anything for a touch a whisper
It is so hard to tell who’s who, when you scream for someone to wake you up
But no one hears you
Fake smiles behind tears, it seems faith has brought her
Winter in summer, night in daylight
It is so hard to want to live, when you don’t feel his love
It seemed like yesterday they were adolescents
Pretending to be just friends even though they knew better
It seemed unending, it felt like forever
Looking in to each others’ eyes
She felt time melt from the heat and passion they shared
Space and gravity did not exist
If only someone had told her this is where it would all end
She wouldn’t have wasted time sleeping
She wouldn’t have wasted time urging about silly things likes
Whether white is or isn’t the absence of colour
It’s so hard to tell what sunshine and warmth a smile brings
When you think it will always be there
It seems life has dealt her a bad hand
For without him her life is a dead end
She searches deep within for his face
His laughter, his touch, his scent
But all she finds is a cold reminder of all he took with him when he left
It seems without his kisses life has left a bad taste in her mouth
What happened to I would always be there
She needs him now more than ever, here alive
She closes her eyes so tight and tries to find him in space
Maybe if I pray hard enough God will hear me and wake me up from this night mare
If not me then wake him up
It is so hard to think about tomorrow, when today he is not here
It is so hard to heal, when my heart won’t even let me share a tear
So every day I pray dear God wake me up from this night mare
If not me then wake him up